Home Sweet Home :): August 2010

Friday, August 27, 2010

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Got New iPhone ^^

my young mom(Akirazawa Ayaka) gave me the new one to me,as she brokes my iPhone lately. ^^ Thanks mom! Love you! \(^o^)/

Friday, August 20, 2010

My Feelings Right Now is Just Like This Song (=_=)

Oohh noo, oh noo, ooohh
They say that hate has been sent
So let loose the talk of love
Before they outlaw the kiss
Baby give me one last hug

There's a dream
That I've been chasing
Want so badly for it to be reality
(Reality, reality)
And when you hold my hand
Then I understand
That it's meant to be

Cuz baby when you're with me
It's like an angel came by, and took my to heaven
(It's like you took me to heaven girl)
Cuz when I stare in your eyes
It couldnt be better
(I don't want you to go oh no sooo)

So let the music it blast
We gon' do our dance
Praise the doubters on
They don't matter at all
Cuz this lifes to long
And this love's to strong
So baby know for sho'
That I'll never let you go

I got my favorite girl
Not feelin' no pain no fear
(Pain no fear, pain no fear, no pain)
Oh no, don't have a care in the world
Why would I, when you are here
(You are here, you are here)
There's a moment I've been chasin
And I finally caught it out on this floor
(On this floor, in this floor)

Baby, there's no hesitation,
No reservation by taking a chance and more
Ohh noo, because

It's like an angel came by, and took my to heaven
(It's like you took me to heaven girl)
Cuz when I stare in your eyes
It couldnt be better
(I don't want you to go, oh no sooo)

So let the music it blast
We gon' do our dance
Praise the doubters on
They don't matter at all
Cuz this lifes to long
And this love's to strong
So baby know for sho'
That I'll never let you go

It's like an angel came by, and took my to heaven
(It's like you took me to heaven girl)
Cuz when I stare in your eyes
It couldnt be better
(I don't want you to go, oh, no, sooo)

Take my hand, lets just dance
Watch my feet, follow me
Don't be scared, girl I'm here
If you didn't know, this is loooovee

(So let the music it blast)
(We gon' do our dance)
(Praise the doubters on)
(They don't matter at all)
Oh babyyyy
(Cuz this lifes to long)
(And it's much to strong)
(So baby no for sho')
That I'll never let you goooooo
(Ill never let you go)

I'll never let you go, oooooh
I'll never let you go,

(Oohh noo, oh noo, ooohh)

I'll never let you go,
Ohh no, ohh noo, noo

I'll never let you go

親友永久に

Thursday, August 19, 2010

は衝突した! そう悲し!

Mom needs me to help her at her bakery today
Fortunately,I met someone that I've knew for a long time
Irene,my cousin,my parents decided to unite us as a married couple last year
But since my parents divorced,the plan ruined...
Now I'm in love with Haruhi but now she's appeared in front of me...
She asked me about the ruined plan
She said that she wanna the plan being continued...
But.....Uhhhh! Now I'm extremely CONFUSED!!!

私は今日とても幸せに感じる! 彼女は私は誰か恋人であることを彼女が知っていたので彼女が私の友人でありたいと思うように私に言った!

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

...Haruhi and Me...

私のiPhoneは衝突した! そう悲しい…(T^T)

This is my stepmother, Akirazawa Ayaka , 25 years old , works at own bakery, " Ayaka's bakery "...

私はとても退屈に感じる!

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

She keep avoiding from me! But when i asked her,is true that she's avoiding from me,she answers 'no,im not'..but in deep of my heart,i knew that she's lying to me...I knew she have someone else since I moved to Japan...but when I say 'Goodbye',she didnt treat me like before...Usually she will says,'Have a nice day','Take care or etc'...but now?! My heart sank..sank coz of you..why is love keep disappointing me?! Am i a failure person in love? Maybe...~ (>_<') Ouh Girl! You're the first person that makes me almost crying coz of YOU!

It started to rain! Tonight might be the most comfort night for me to spend time at the bed...sleeping~
My stepmother is still busy with her bakery preparetion...still cooking some cookies and cakes~
While my dad is still at Denmark,busy with his works...next month,he will be posted to New York~
It so boring to have a family that always busy with their own 'life'... I miss my mom,my elder bro,and my lil sis~
Sakae text me,and he said 'Sorry',as a good friend,yaa, I forgave him...cuz he's also my best friend ever i had~
Now,Im still trying to live as a japanese...Japanese lifestyle is obviously different as the lifestyle in Malaysia~
In Japan,everyone always in rush~ It is so different than Malaysia lifestyle that I've used to before~
But now I need to change everything included my name and my religion~ (T^T)

私は良い青に見えるのですか？

For the first time in my life,
There's a boy who told me that he likes me,
I'm shocked and almost wanna slap his face,
does he realized that both of us are man?
or it could be that he's 'She-male'???
Obviously,he's a gay...~!

Dad promised me that we will back to Malaysia on November
Ouh,I can't wait! How's Malacca now? And how's mom,brother and my lil sis?
Hope they're in well condition. I hope so...
OMG!Can't wait for the moment! Wait for me Malacca! I'll be there soon!
But if mom asks me about my religion and my new life
How should i answer?
Should I tell her that Dad had converted religion as he did to me?
I can't imagine that will happen...yaa,I hope not!